I might never reach you.

Husna G. — Wed, 21 Oct 2009 06:54:21 +0000

weeeiiird. its been a hell load of time since i even remembered this site. till a random comment was sent not too long ago. life has been so bitchy with a million reasons for me to burst into weird emotions. i could be over reacting but it sure sucks to have a load of …. haha nothing much.

preparing for pretty much a really big o level has been tough much, with so many reasons to be side-tracked. looking at people study while i dont. being a pain while they finish their load of work while i dont..

oh my goodness i just found out who….sent the….comment….
u think u very cool zzzz
i dont feel like posting anymore.

i haven’t felt so stoned for so long fo …

Husna G. — Fri, 21 Aug 2009 14:47:12 +0000

i haven’t felt so stoned for so long for such a long period of time.
prelim 2 make me stone out every day/night/hour of my life now.

and i dont know what im doing at all.

Husna G. — Sun, 02 Aug 2009 06:57:35 +0000

oh my goodness. i just came across taufik batisah’s fan page in fb.
i know its abit slow but, i still like taufik batisah
and i was so sure it was his song on the malay radio playing a few minutes before the malay O’level listening comprehension the other day.
i was right ((:
say hello again to taufikbatisah.net

Impulsive wants and needs never got me f …

Husna G. — Tue, 28 Jul 2009 16:22:36 +0000

Impulsive wants and needs never got me far
and then again, I never could think any further than this.

Sometimes I feel so vulnerable being single all over again.
Cos now and then, they’re making it all too obvious.

solitary moments

Husna G. — Sat, 18 Jul 2009 06:46:02 +0000

i wont understand why
i always tremble so terrible as i light up every single stick
i dont have anymore Choco Chex in the house
i cant be alone
nobody i’ve met could be there for me like she can
i need someone to be there for me always
you are acting this way when i still sort of care
you wont be there for me
you cant remember our one promise that i had held on to so dearly
i cant get what i want in life
im not the girl everybody would want me to be

but i still cant change the way things are.
things happen for a reason, everything
and somethimes i just dont want to know

my whole life, my mere existance is because of love
love i once had, i never had, love i stole, and love i secretly pretend i have all this while.
and its love and always that very same thing that lets me down

i dont need another part of me crumbling away
i dont need to lose myself
thats why i need, all the love i could put my life on
and nothing more.
yet somehow im always always looking for more.

this post isnt directed to only one person,
but if im not talking about you, dont to flatter yourself
and i hate talking to strangers
so im ignoring the shit out of that random fella who comments only too often

on another side,
Oh my goodness, with a perfect O on my lips.
The Time Traveller’s Wife is comming into the cinemas soon.
I dont know how soon
and I dont know the clear reason why,
but im not missing it for anything in the world.

Husna G. — Sun, 05 Jul 2009 20:58:27 +0000

Every step im taking
Every move i make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking

Lately I have been living like life is nothing but a blur of moments. Moments I never wanted to happen, moments I would never remember. And as the days been passing I find little worth to the things that once mattered to me most.

Im losing all the joy I once had in having all but those very things. Its times like this it seems I’ve lost myself. I might just know how to end it all, but I know I’d never do it. Not alone, not now. Im holding on to every bit of what remains. Cos I would never live with myself, if there is anything else to be lost.

I have never felt so alone in my entire life as I do right now.

im dying im dying im dying its hard …

Husna G. — Mon, 29 Jun 2009 07:11:38 +0000

im dying
im dying
im dying
its hard to live with myself
life’s too fucking retarded
and this time round
im on my own.

studying

Husna G. — Sun, 14 Jun 2009 16:00:52 +0000

heh doubt many ppl can rly see the picture,
i was amazingly studying at 6 in the morning this morning
feeling so studious and shit
was almost finished studying natural veg, (geog) till i saw a fat
Husna Sucks (with a vampire smile) from zel
zel you suck! hehehehe

sometimes you just have to try a little …

Husna G. — Thu, 11 Jun 2009 09:11:58 +0000

sometimes you just have to try a little harder.
if all ends fail, you’re a failure.
you will die a fucked up person.
nobody will bless you.

Swimming Circle

Husna G. — Sat, 06 Jun 2009 09:17:23 +0000

FUCK THAT HEAT.