Foxy. «3 says:
if i cant have u i wont want to do anything else…
Lizzi. When all things change says:
okay, you already have me
Foxy. «3 says:
i luv u
Lizzi. When all things change says:
love you too
Foxy. «3 says:
(:
baby thats all i’ve ever want and need.
last one to reach the gig and 1st one to go home hahaha
was suppose to stay home today and STUDY
im having two damn O’levels on monday & tuesday but i decided to run out and WATCH GUTTERBONEZ DEBUT ALBUM GIG WOOHOO
came in time for bad ob and gb (: and then go home hahaha
ok study timee , i’ll promise myself 2 malay practice papers tonight. heehee
(starts printing malay papers)
byeeeee
(ILOVESHERMAN) still cant get over the part where alice made me scream tt to a noisy gossip bar then sherman never hear asdfghjkkkllhftgga
cedar cross country today was brilliant, i ran my ass of without stopping once and thanks everyone who encouraged me in a many ways. the other 4P clique, mr tan, Mix & Match shop auntie, amirah any whoever else i came aross during the race (: if i dont get top 50 this year, i’ll just DIE!
i like para para and dance dance revolution
heeheehee
2009 has been a bitch, for all the stresses and hard work i dont have for my big Os. im barely making it through each day without having to worry about the next.
im feeling fucking tired from all the para paras and dance dance revolutions we did today. i perspired like anything mans, so uncool. ): okay i was never cool in the 1st place. so its doesnt matter right. plus para rara & DDR is uncool? hahahaha damn.
DONT CARE. :@
Sometimes, when we’re down and tired,
or just in a bad mood, we tend to forget how much you cared for us.
Sometimes when I realise it, I get really disapointed with myself,
but today im proud to say
all five of ur kids have shown how much we’re always thinking of you
with a bunch of boquet of flowers and a box of chocolates,
its our way of saying we love you (:
i think that today’s a pretty happy mothers’ day in some ways.
but yesterday…
was Gutter Bonez gig day!
and some random sneak out (:
watched the worst movie of the year with yuky, her darling, shouting, my bestie & puarsi. everyone totally cannot tahan the movie and then we went to have a couple cups of drinks. i took alot of picutes with bestie. haha it was raining when i had to go home and omg i went home soaking wet, pretty tipsy and shivering! totally sucked. lucky bestie accompany me to find a taxi.
went to parklane in the afternoon for the gig. found luv with marvin who played a MCR song for me lol. its been a real long time since i last saw anybody. Gutter Bonez was terrific as always with a h-ug-e crowd (: followed luv back home and went out for dinner tgt.
very happy and im in bad need of sleep, still. hoohee.
Can’t stop the hurt inside
When love and hate collide
I don’t wanna fight no more,
I don’t know what we’re fighting for
& I cant take it anymore so fuck it.
You're all I need. You're all I need. You're all I need. You're all I need. You're all I need. You're all I need. Make me only yours.
I AM OH-MY-GOODNESS-ANGRY!
KNN CCB WHY YOU LIKE THAT?!
FUCKK.
ANGRY SIAL :@
Yes! Zac Efron is awesome (: and 17 again was a lovely touching movie with loads of Zac Efron inside, which brought me close to tears. aww. (and made luv *roll eyes! hoohee.) even though i dont think 1h42min of Zac Efron was enough. I should watch HSM 1, 2 & 3 again (:
And then today i came across something that got me thinking
Don’t let someone be a priority in your life when you are still an option in theirs.
Lately i’ve been senselessly whining to everyone and anyone in my way. I’ve been having much failed attemts to avoid feeling sad and tired. I badly want to get everything right. I badly want to have it good. In the most tired moments I still try to motivate myself to do things. But when I get there, i’m not doing anything.
And there’s a million more reasons to whine coming up, starting with the fact that time is running out, i dont know nothing about my entire secondary school studies, i’ve got prelims exams and o’lvls coming up, a handful of people born to annoy me, and lastly and worst of all, always, i want to be with my luv every every time ): i know things will get worse when you start school. i can almost predict myself whining a million times more than i’ve been lately ):
i know i should stick to my smiling therapy, where i smile and make the best of my facial expression. and everything else would seem a little bit better. its been working lately (: [hooray]
woke up really on friday morning feeling h.a.p.p.y
with failed attemts of curling my hair and doing my nails,
BOTB was on for our 1st luch out!
which were gonna promise to have more after graduation yeah? (:
1st time in my lifetime i was punctual! (ok not really, the whole of botb was late for our meet up haha)
so i went to find serena, who was also waiting for a very late A.S.T date
went around and met everyone else
awesome balls me & lkk darling got JD tees
some earrings, a fish, rings and stuff like that (:
had a lovely time with botb serena nat ast shouting & yuky
forcing everyone to get free cotton candies with mee
which totally melted all over our hands and legs and everywhere else
and then luv came to fetch me for dinner and booze with gutter bonez!
unfortunately we had Tigers suxx xzxzxzxzxz
i tried putting gummy bears into my mug in failed attempts to make it taste better
in the end i gave up and got myself a cuppa jds (:
i drank myself silly and went laughing all the way home with luv
luv, it was the prettiest moment to be waking up in ur arms <3
went for breakfast and back home where i felt really down with period cramps and started crying like anything
im so sorry i scared you there luv, i was jx so moody
it happens and thats when i know i should jx be quiet and go to sleep but i cant
in the end i slept, woke, talked to some of the people and had some yakult (:
i think i really talked too loud for my own good, and slipped on my words a million times and im really sorry if i offended alot of people hahaha
ok not that slut who wanted to cigarette kiss luv! hateu. alot. basket.
still laugh laugh and stand behind us the whole while :@
hahaha
