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Impulsive wants and needs never got me f …

Husna G. — Tue, 28 Jul 2009 16:22:36 +0000

Impulsive wants and needs never got me far
and then again, I never could think any further than this.

Sometimes I feel so vulnerable being single all over again.
Cos now and then, they’re making it all too obvious.

Husna G. — Sun, 05 Jul 2009 20:58:27 +0000

Every step im taking
Every move i make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking

Lately I have been living like life is nothing but a blur of moments. Moments I never wanted to happen, moments I would never remember. And as the days been passing I find little worth to the things that once mattered to me most.

Im losing all the joy I once had in having all but those very things. Its times like this it seems I’ve lost myself. I might just know how to end it all, but I know I’d never do it. Not alone, not now. Im holding on to every bit of what remains. Cos I would never live with myself, if there is anything else to be lost.

I have never felt so alone in my entire life as I do right now.

im dying im dying im dying its hard …

Husna G. — Mon, 29 Jun 2009 07:11:38 +0000

im dying
im dying
im dying
its hard to live with myself
life’s too fucking retarded
and this time round
im on my own.

sometimes you just have to try a little …

Husna G. — Thu, 11 Jun 2009 09:11:58 +0000

sometimes you just have to try a little harder.
if all ends fail, you’re a failure.
you will die a fucked up person.
nobody will bless you.